Heart! We Will Forget Him

Heart, we will forget him!
You an I, tonight!
You may forget the warmth he gave,
I will forget the light.

When you have done, pray tell me
That I my thoughts may dim;
Haste! lest while you're lagging.
I may remember him!

- Emily Dickinson

Such a lovely poem, yet so sad. I hate this broken heart. But this too shall pass.

George: You know, whenever anyone says something really funny and I laugh I always look around to see if you think it's funny too. Even when you are not there, I look around.

-Grey's Anatomy

New Look

I changed my Blog Header today. I felt like something new. I have discovered the amazing world of photobucket.com. That is where I play now. Other than that, there is not much going on. I am home and happy to see all my brothers and sisters. I spent the weekend with my sister Catherine( pictures to come). Her birthday is tomorrow. I can't believe she is already turning 19! It's super late and I need to sleep( If Baby J will let me). Goodnight!!!

Carousel Baby

He loved it!!!!!!!!!! He smiled the the whole time:) My son is awesome.

Leaving Salt Lake....

I'm gonna miss it. This was the best vacation ever and I learned so much about myself. It was the best thing I could have done for me and my son. So, now I'm leaving the city lights and gorgeous mountain views and heading back home to put the pieces of my life back together. But, things won't be going back to normal. I'm stronger and tougher and no one is going to mess with my life or my heart again....I'll miss you Salt Lake City family. You are all awesome!!!!

New Perspective

On Everything! I visited Photobucket today...can you tell?

Baby Boy

Eye On The Prize

If I can do it anyone can. I have lost ten pounds in 3 weeks and I feel so much better already. I am trying like crazy to get rid of my weight that I gained while I was pregnant just 5 months ago. I gained 60 lbs while I was preggers!!!! 10 down 50 to go!!!!!! This is a little pep talk to myself, because I am being tempted by the brownies in the kitchen. Oh, and Josh is 5 months today!!!!!!!! Love you SOOOOO much!

Secret Life of Bees

Amazing Movie. My Grandma suggested I watch it and I loved it! It was SO sad, but SO beautiful. I don't think I ever cried so much during a movie. It reminded me of my darling sister, Helen. Have a Happy Sunday Everyone!

Plan B

So much happened in July. Some things are too personal to blog. All that I know is I'm breathing, and my son and I are safe. My heart may be broken, but time heals all.
My son is the single most important thing to me. I fell in love about 5 months ago to the sweetest little bald toothless guy. He stole my heart and manages to do it again and again with the littlest things. A gummy grin, a slobbery fist, his curious blue eyes, his little laugh. It all melts this mama.

I never imagined I'd be 21 years old with a new baby and not have someone by my side. But no one is better than the wrong someone. This baby of mine, he is something. He deserves the best life has to offer. We will have a wonderful life he and I. I have so many plans for our future. With God, Family , and Friends....everything will be just ducky:)