Feel the Love

I have been stepping out of my comfort zone lately, doing things I was to shy or nervous to do. Silly things, like getting a whole new hair do, buying crazy glittery eye shadow. And more serious things like talking about my feelings to my family and being more assertive.

Things are feeling so much better, and I feel so much more ALIVE than I have in the past year.

Thanks for all the kind word and comments you have left me. I know my blog has been a bit unpredictable in the past ( kind of like my life),but I'm gonna stick with it! Who know what's in store for me!

My Little Family Update

We found a about a month and a half ago that my little girl has torticollis, which means her neck is tighter on one side than the other. We caught it early so it should be gone by the time she is one. I take her to physical therapy every week and she has already made a lot of progress. I am still worried, but I have done my research and I think it is completely under control. We do our little workouts several times a day. She is my little trooper.

My son, J is doing great. He is learning more and more every day. His current obsession is Elmo!! I got him some Elmo pjs that he loves to wear. He is such a happy boy.

I'm blessed to have these two precious munchkins:)

Every Day I'm...Running!

First I want to mention that October is Domestic Violence Awareness Month. A month where thousands of people all over the county come together to mourn those who have died because of DV, celebrate those who have survived it, and help people who are living with to make it stop.

On another note...

I ran 11 miles in 4 days!!! I am soooo happy. That is more than I ever thought I could do. When I first started working out 1 month and a half ago, I could barely survive a mile. Now, I can run 3. It feels awesome! I am planning on doing a 5k soon.

Hey There- Me Again

It's the story of my life.

It's getting better, though.

I am a 22 year old single mom of two AMAZING children.

They are my life.

I have had this blog for almost 4 years, and I have blogged on and off.

Now, more than ever I want to keep a record of my little family's life.

I had 2 babies very close together and that delayed many of my goals, including college.

Now, I want to do everything!

I'm going to start school again, and make my kiddos proud.

I'm going to get back in shape and be one hot mama!

See you soon!

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I love these little people!:)

Mini Goal:)

So, I've already lost 10 lbs this month

I'm back:) Meet Princess Sophia...

Life is moving right along. So much has happened in the past months. All I can say is that I have the two most beautiful, wonderful children in the world.

♥Baby Luvs♥

I have not been on here in a LONG while....I've been sooo busy lately and I feel bad because that always seems to be the excuse. The most important thing that has happened since we last talked is the birth of my darling baby girl, Sophia Angela. I am so grateful for my kids. They mean the world to me. Whatever happens, if I'm feeling down or sad, just seeing them makes my day. My life is for them. I've learned a lot in the past few months. I feel like it's taken a long time to finally see through the haze

Updates:)

First off: My little baby is becoming a little boy! I cannot believe how fast he is growing. And he never ceases to amaze me. He learns sooo much every day. His thing this week is constant kisses and acting like every electronic object is a phone. He has the cutest sense of humor and dances every time he hears even one note of music. I am truly blessed to be his mama.

I found out this week that I cannot even attempt to give birth naturally this time around. I have a c-section scheduled for the end of June. What I am being told is that I can't physically have a natural birth right now, and attempting it could be life threatening. TMI- I guess my pelvis is too small. My son only weighed 7 pounds 4 ounces, and I still wasn't able to deliver him.

I am upset about this, but I really don't have a choice! It just makes me think what I would have done centuries ago. I probably would have died in childbirth. When I was younger I always prayed I could have been born in Laura Ingalls time. Not Anymore!!

Oh, well. I just can't wait to meet my little girl. I am uber excited.

Happy Easter- Belated

I hope everyone's Easter was wonderful! Mine was! We had a midnight service at the church. It was beautiful!

I am now 30 weeks pregnant. Very round and VERY tired! I am ready to meet my little girl.

I am now a stay-at-home, which is something very different for me. I love all the time I get to spend with my little Baby J though! It's amazing!

I promise to start writing more now. Our computer had a low disk space virus for about 2 months. We could log on for about 10 minutes and then everything would be in html because it was running out of memory. Very weird virus. But, it's gone. And I am back!