Updates:)

First off: My little baby is becoming a little boy! I cannot believe how fast he is growing. And he never ceases to amaze me. He learns sooo much every day. His thing this week is constant kisses and acting like every electronic object is a phone. He has the cutest sense of humor and dances every time he hears even one note of music. I am truly blessed to be his mama.

I found out this week that I cannot even attempt to give birth naturally this time around. I have a c-section scheduled for the end of June. What I am being told is that I can't physically have a natural birth right now, and attempting it could be life threatening. TMI- I guess my pelvis is too small. My son only weighed 7 pounds 4 ounces, and I still wasn't able to deliver him.

I am upset about this, but I really don't have a choice! It just makes me think what I would have done centuries ago. I probably would have died in childbirth. When I was younger I always prayed I could have been born in Laura Ingalls time. Not Anymore!!

Oh, well. I just can't wait to meet my little girl. I am uber excited.

Happy Easter- Belated

I hope everyone's Easter was wonderful! Mine was! We had a midnight service at the church. It was beautiful!

I am now 30 weeks pregnant. Very round and VERY tired! I am ready to meet my little girl.

I am now a stay-at-home, which is something very different for me. I love all the time I get to spend with my little Baby J though! It's amazing!

I promise to start writing more now. Our computer had a low disk space virus for about 2 months. We could log on for about 10 minutes and then everything would be in html because it was running out of memory. Very weird virus. But, it's gone. And I am back!

It's a....

Baby J and I just wanted to say...It's a GIRL!!!!!! We had an ultrasound yesterday. Daddy couldn't be happier!!!!!

xxxx

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No Sleep Rant

I hate this part of life.
The no sleep part.
I could care less about counting sheep.
I want there to be a button that shuts down the brain for the night, that allows no thinking.
I am exhausted yet cannot sleep. It is a cruel sick twisted trick.
There is so much going on in my life. I've been very happy, but very busy. My brain is burning out. Some times I just don't want to have to think about all of it.
Sleep is my escape. But tonight and every night for the past four days, my escape route has failed me.
*Sigh*
I guess I'll try counting some sheep. Again.

:)

Baby J dressed up as Nemo last weekend. He is my cute little fishy! The fin on top of his head had a squeaky toy in it. He couldn't figure out where the noise was coming from:) I'm sorry, but I just happen to find this kid adorable, hence the constant posts about him.

O. M. G.

You don't even want to know.

Happy Sunday!

I love this picture! Baby J has no problem letting me dress him up! He is such a ham!

The rest of my family went for a mini vacation this weekend so it was Baby and Mama all weekend, which was nice. We had a visit from Aunt Catherine, and she brought over her gangsta shades for baby to try...I think I'll have to get him a pair of his own! I hope you all had a wonderful weekend. I can't believe we are at the end of October already. Time flies!

When the baby sleeps...

The mama should too! But, right now my mind is racing. It's never a good idea to eat rocky road ice cream before bed. I just know I will have crazy dreams as a result. You know, the ones that go on and on and on without end. They are usually about the stupidest things like trying to find something to wear and all you can find is life jackets, or having to defend your home from 100 guys dressed like Aladdin ( In my dreams locking the doors usually works...just saying). I usually don't dream unless I eat sugar late in the evening, so I guess I deserve them.

In honor of rambling, I am going to share some more thoughts. Or rather, picture thoughts.

The following picture sums up how I have been feeling the last three long months.

The one after that gives me a little more hope.

Goodnight everyone! I must get to bed, before Baby J decides to rise and shine:)

~Aly