I'm back:) Meet Princess Sophia...

Life is moving right along. So much has happened in the past months. All I can say is that I have the two most beautiful, wonderful children in the world.

♥Baby Luvs♥

I have not been on here in a LONG while....I've been sooo busy lately and I feel bad because that always seems to be the excuse. The most important thing that has happened since we last talked is the birth of my darling baby girl, Sophia Angela. I am so grateful for my kids. They mean the world to me. Whatever happens, if I'm feeling down or sad, just seeing them makes my day. My life is for them. I've learned a lot in the past few months. I feel like it's taken a long time to finally see through the haze

Updates:)

First off: My little baby is becoming a little boy! I cannot believe how fast he is growing. And he never ceases to amaze me. He learns sooo much every day. His thing this week is constant kisses and acting like every electronic object is a phone. He has the cutest sense of humor and dances every time he hears even one note of music. I am truly blessed to be his mama.

I found out this week that I cannot even attempt to give birth naturally this time around. I have a c-section scheduled for the end of June. What I am being told is that I can't physically have a natural birth right now, and attempting it could be life threatening. TMI- I guess my pelvis is too small. My son only weighed 7 pounds 4 ounces, and I still wasn't able to deliver him.

I am upset about this, but I really don't have a choice! It just makes me think what I would have done centuries ago. I probably would have died in childbirth. When I was younger I always prayed I could have been born in Laura Ingalls time. Not Anymore!!

Oh, well. I just can't wait to meet my little girl. I am uber excited.

Happy Easter- Belated

I hope everyone's Easter was wonderful! Mine was! We had a midnight service at the church. It was beautiful!

I am now 30 weeks pregnant. Very round and VERY tired! I am ready to meet my little girl.

I am now a stay-at-home, which is something very different for me. I love all the time I get to spend with my little Baby J though! It's amazing!

I promise to start writing more now. Our computer had a low disk space virus for about 2 months. We could log on for about 10 minutes and then everything would be in html because it was running out of memory. Very weird virus. But, it's gone. And I am back!

It's a....

Baby J and I just wanted to say...It's a GIRL!!!!!! We had an ultrasound yesterday. Daddy couldn't be happier!!!!!

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No Sleep Rant

I hate this part of life.
The no sleep part.
I could care less about counting sheep.
I want there to be a button that shuts down the brain for the night, that allows no thinking.
I am exhausted yet cannot sleep. It is a cruel sick twisted trick.
There is so much going on in my life. I've been very happy, but very busy. My brain is burning out. Some times I just don't want to have to think about all of it.
Sleep is my escape. But tonight and every night for the past four days, my escape route has failed me.
*Sigh*
I guess I'll try counting some sheep. Again.

:)

Baby J dressed up as Nemo last weekend. He is my cute little fishy! The fin on top of his head had a squeaky toy in it. He couldn't figure out where the noise was coming from:) I'm sorry, but I just happen to find this kid adorable, hence the constant posts about him.

O. M. G.

You don't even want to know.